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Tuesday, December 29, 2009
(10:24 PM)
lonely. after so many months so many things have happen in my life and ya me and xuan no longer couple no longer a friend maybe. she change a lot she change till sometimes i felt am i still the one she love? I don't know maybe we will too far apart i always tot everything can be settled as long as i love her but ya it come to the end and i felt I'm silly in times i don know why. im happy to let go of xuan sometimes i felt is tiring to travel here and there just to see her even thou i did love her a lot but the pain of lonely no one can accept even i did it for this past 1 year plus i still felt scare and fear. but I'm glad now is my fear is gone coz i not longer having the lonely feeling. on 6th dec 2009 i don know why suddenly is just out of a sudden me and audrey will back together after like 6 years? is like i don know she really did change for this 6 years she change till a person like words cant said. sometimes when i look into her eyes i rem wad we had before i don know why but I'm scare I'm scare we will end up the same again we will ended up breaking up again. sometimes audrey keep telling me she wont let me go but how long can it last? no one knows either do i. but for now i just know ya i did love her i did love her even more den past i use to have. sometimes is good to have a person who understand u a lot and care for you a lot. (: today 29 dec im in kl alone hopping tml xuan will meet me and change back the phone den i guess is the end of freehealhere & tenshlbaby. i told myself i wont turn back i really wont. im missing u baby. i used to it every moments having u by my side do you? sometimes i don wanna mention don wanna said but i know you know how i feel for you. just give me sometimes okies? aishiteru. (:
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