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Tuesday, February 16, 2010
(1:49 AM)
aud is the second time i spend v dae w aud liaos (:
Saturday, February 6, 2010
(6:14 PM)
bendan im here to blog bcos way is simply too lazy. (: happy 2 mths baby
Sunday, January 24, 2010
(7:26 AM)
tired. haiz daes in cisco really is making me hard. feel like resigning from cisco but den can i? haiz anyone got better offer in warehouse? o: i miss u too honey (:
Saturday, January 16, 2010
(3:26 AM)
emo okies is middle of the night out of NO WHR idk why i will start to blog. my eyes is in pain but i don feel like sleeping is like alot of things to do which idk wad to do or even start from where. today baby come my house to sleep >.<>but sadden-ing is SHE NOW IS ASLEEP LIKE A PIG AND IGNORE ME ! aww i hate this part ):but no choice i know she is tired and very very tired ): *poor baby* just now heard about wad baby told me about mmy they all sae i was quite sad i don wan coz of me she let her frens down. i don wan like just becoz i came back to her life. i don know how to said or react but she always told me is nothing but to me is something. i know u are abit sad or down baby but all i can said is sorry i come back at the wrong timing. times passes i always feel like msg-ing her but i know i cant do it i got alot of doubt i really feel like knowing the truth which actually bottom in my heart already know but why i mus still go side her? why mus i pretend tat she is like this or like that ? i seriously don know ): anyone care to help me out pls? -sign off.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
(6:08 AM)
tired ! tired tired tired WHEN CAN I STOP TIRED ?! omg im sooo tired to even blog coz why ? cisco is fk fk up cisco (: yester i went for 2 interview ended at 4pm? den come to work at 8 plus omg i like one blind man ): but luckly my noob baby send me food and wake me up :D thanks baby i love the way u sit beside me calling me waking ( thou my mood wasnt rite =x ) den go bath den go work den blablabla. but still I DID MANAGE TO MAKE IT TIL NOW ! Ok la feel like dying but still awhile more going home alr :D tonite is our off dae which means i can go find my nooby baby ! :D ok la i stop here hand tired eyes tired finger ALSO TIRED ! -peeps
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
(10:24 PM)
lonely. after so many months so many things have happen in my life and ya me and xuan no longer couple no longer a friend maybe. she change a lot she change till sometimes i felt am i still the one she love? I don't know maybe we will too far apart i always tot everything can be settled as long as i love her but ya it come to the end and i felt I'm silly in times i don know why. im happy to let go of xuan sometimes i felt is tiring to travel here and there just to see her even thou i did love her a lot but the pain of lonely no one can accept even i did it for this past 1 year plus i still felt scare and fear. but I'm glad now is my fear is gone coz i not longer having the lonely feeling. on 6th dec 2009 i don know why suddenly is just out of a sudden me and audrey will back together after like 6 years? is like i don know she really did change for this 6 years she change till a person like words cant said. sometimes when i look into her eyes i rem wad we had before i don know why but I'm scare I'm scare we will end up the same again we will ended up breaking up again. sometimes audrey keep telling me she wont let me go but how long can it last? no one knows either do i. but for now i just know ya i did love her i did love her even more den past i use to have. sometimes is good to have a person who understand u a lot and care for you a lot. (: today 29 dec im in kl alone hopping tml xuan will meet me and change back the phone den i guess is the end of freehealhere & tenshlbaby. i told myself i wont turn back i really wont. im missing u baby. i used to it every moments having u by my side do you? sometimes i don wanna mention don wanna said but i know you know how i feel for you. just give me sometimes okies? aishiteru. (:
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